wow. the last couple of days..not sure what is happening in the universe, but someone is trying to tell me something.
so, i knew the annual lock-out was coming. last year it was a 90 degree day--friday night at 500p.m. at my sister's place. i was wearing nothing but a bikini. ticket price+$75.00 for the lesbian amazon to get me back in (and dressed).
today--perhaps it was irony since a lost friend had returned my extra key to me yesterday. i went out for me morning run and workout, in a bit of a hurry to get in and take a shower, with my schedule laid out in front of me: shower, soma, swim lessons, work, etc...
and then there was the overdraft on my account.
i strive to be a fair and above board person. it bothers me to be dishonest. A lot.
so knowing that i have hurt someone--especially someone I care about really feels yucky.
am looking forward to living truthfully to myself the people i love. and i do love....
