I feel so disconnected. I've been literally running and can't keep up with my own life. Still, I know some are going through transformation and need space and time.
That doesn't mean I'm not rooting from the sidelines-- even when I feel shut out of the process and want to be there for you,
feeling mostly that I am not needed-- in fact maybe in the way---
not part of it. Maybe I never was.
I wish for real positive change and look forward to that reminiscent cup of tea...
When you are no longer afraid to trust yourself
And you let me in.
Say what you need to say-- Even if your hands are shaking/ and your faith is broken/
Even if your eyes are closing/ Do it with your heart wide open.