you seem to be so lonely
you naughty girl
you never show your feelings
but who can tell?
let me see you smile again
step inside
you are the queen of every day
dont be blind
why don't you smile just one time?
stand beside me
knowing that love can heal you
how good it can be.
your magnetizing cosmic eyes
you're trying to hide
i waiting for this moment
that you arrive
why dont you smile just one time
stand beside me
knowing that love can heal you
how good it can be
***
looks good on paper but not so much in real life, eh?
Am feeling back to where I was in July before I fell off the planet and lost my balance. Glad to be back to even footing and emotional stability. I hate getting off track or distracted by stupidity or sparkly bling. So I lost a few months--'sokay I am making great gains now.
I was once told that you can learn something from everyone you meet. I guess there are acceptions. Still, my skin is--as Andrew B would say back to tough. The scars are healed and I am not going there again.
Thanksgiving was good. I didn't allow emotions to flood me with feeling. I remained calm, unmoved, detatched and safe. Still, I was able to relax, enjoy and appreciate those in my life who care about me.
This year I am most thankful for my daughter Lilly.
I am also thankful for my inspiring, fabulous, creative, complicated, beautiful, smarmy, savvy, flexible, tough, strong self.
touche!
