7/18/2006

letting go...and then some

hi.
It has been a strange few days.
I took out a loan to pay off my lawyer, credit card and part of my school loan. All stuff I don't see-only feel.
Today I discussed putting my cat Reuben down. I think we will both go in to the vet. I can't imagine this will be a happy time. Strange that his life is dependent upon someone else's schedule. I am so sad, as I have had Reuben since I started teaching. He is about 15.
Today I have been utterly useless in the world. I returned library materials, made copies, checked my email and that is about it.

I want to go get my cat, but am afraid he will pee on everything.
And it's 95 degrees outside.

I started a grocery list, since I didn't want to forget anything. But have not been to the store in so long I need just about everything needed to start up housekeeping.

I have decided to go off the pill, as my pms has gotten progressively worse, and frankly, I have not had sex to make it worth my precautionary while.
Shit, I can put the ten dollars a month toward toilet paper and kleenex.

Hope you are fucking well.


Rain has finally hit Bloomington. I should not be on the computer--as it is an electrical storm. Bah!

I wanted to post some pictures of our new pets. We bought frogs today. She named hers "Superfrog" Mine is "Sigmond".

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Also, some shots of coy and a family of geese at Oliver Winery. Enjoy.

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