Man of the Year..Again?

Not Again
Who is on the committee for selecting the (wo)Man of the year anyway?

Can't help but wonder about the progress of my show and all the events leading up to its hasty takeover. It hurts. I feel expendable and insignificant. And while I think this time has been helpful in some ways, it has been harmful in others.

I know it is out of my control. You can tell that to my head. I just wish someone could explain it to my heart.