wow. the last couple of days..not sure what is happening in the universe, but someone is trying to tell me something.
so, i knew the annual lock-out was coming. last year it was a 90 degree day--friday night at 500p.m. at my sister's place. i was wearing nothing but a bikini. ticket price+$75.00 for the lesbian amazon to get me back in (and dressed).
today--perhaps it was irony since a lost friend had returned my extra key to me yesterday. i went out for me morning run and workout, in a bit of a hurry to get in and take a shower, with my schedule laid out in front of me: shower, soma, swim lessons, work, etc...
and then there was the overdraft on my account.
i strive to be a fair and above board person. it bothers me to be dishonest. A lot.
so knowing that i have hurt someone--especially someone I care about really feels yucky.
am looking forward to living truthfully to myself the people i love. and i do love....
2 comments:
Sounds like your day was tough. I am certain though that you know there there is someone out there that cares, that listens, and that wants the very best for you. You are the best and you deserve the best. Even when life's circumstances seem their worst, LOOK UP!
Whatever has happened.. what ever is past all mixes up to meet us somewhere in our present Im a firm believer.A few weeks ago I met a person i was so closely involved with..so intune with almost an entire decade ago.While i was calm I said all ive wanted to say to that person when the opportunity was blocked for so long...it finally felt like proper closure after so long...take care xoxox
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