mania or creative surge?

this week has been strange. i have had so many amazing ideas for the show but have never been so all over the map before in my life. i hope something settles here soon. but i am utilizing the energy.

emmylou harris tonight should be a good show. it has been a long time for me. a long time.

i can fight now. gots the mental muscle working.
alienation is okay, but debilitating
i am just wondering why i have to go through all of this


why do i put these thoughts here? well, when you have no one else, the screen is friendly. it doesn't talk back, it is safe. it lets you cry without feeling ridiculous. who is really going to read this anyway? i mean, you would have to be looking for it---and to be honest, if that is the truth, then you should be talking to me in person about it instead of speaking in hushed tongues somewhere else. thanks friend. thanks a lot for being there.